Lack of PvP knowlegde and being way too naive, caused this:
Back in the time when @
Luthein created The Order and asked other people for gold to build with, I thought this would be a very good opportunity to RP with her, since I:
- had some gold
- don't build with gold anyway
- tried to set up a trading company
- wanted to support her with her plans
With these things in mind, I grabbed my stuff to build a Waggon infront of her faction Kindred. I intended to use this as RP background, as if my company sent the delivery with this vehicle.
I wasn't even able to finish it, until two full armored player arrived to one-hit me. Well, that wasn't very hard, since I haven't worn any armor, because I just wanted to RP and build this small thing.^^
My heart was already racing like hell, because I haven't expected something like this at all and additionally Luthien messaged me and said something like: "What are you doing on my ground. We don't want you there!" I can't remember what she said exactly, but it shocked me and made me realize that I made a mistake there and should have asked before hand. Although I wanted to surpise her and never imagined this could look like an attemt to raid Kindred, since you can't build on protected land anyway. So I didn't know and still don't know how that raid stuff and pvp works anyway. Whatever... everything endet well, but it took way too much time to explain the situation, since I'm not the fastest writer and everyone continued to asked me, what I was doing there. It was a very confusing situation and I felt so bad.
Thinking about this story: the waggon still exists o__o Luthien do you want me to remove it, or do you/we need it?
That was the worst experience emotionally, or almost worst, since the whole removing of the Arachne race was the worst for me ever. It just makes me so angry and sad, so I don't even want to talk about it. I'm still not really over it, but I also have some hope left, but it's still very frustrating. :/
