I'd like to put my input here as I feel it to be a topic that I'm strongly related to. -sigh- Okay. Here's all the embarrassment.
When I first joined Massive I was guided by my sister. The one agreement that we had made was that in order for me to join the server I had to play as her character's grandma figure. Yeahh. My first character was a 73 year old woman named Edith River - something who died by falling asleep.
Well... This is where it gets worse. After the week I played as Edith and promptly killed her off I slipped out of the grasp of my sister's guidance as she had/still has little patience for me. I became a lycan. A ridiculously embarrassing female werewolf thing that had wolf ears and a tail that could 'Transform' into her said 'wolf form'. If someone told me harshly "Go read the rules!" Or "Wow, stop being such a flupping idiot!" I probably would have cried. A lot. And then end up ignoring that because Puffy would get pissed for me crying. Anyway.
My point is. I was a major noob. And still am to this day. Sure I read the lore and try my best with grammar but
I'm still learning. I am far from perfect and yes it's embarrassing. Yes I probably regret writing this all but no criticism did anything good for me. No rule signs. No nothing that seemed enforcing. The only reason that I am learning/growing as a role player is through my friends I have gained. Kinda gentle help, and constructive criticism. And there is a person sitting behind that screen. Those "noobs" are people too. People who may be sensitive. People who may cry when others insult them or say a bunch of curses and mean things. I'd just would like to say,
We've all been there.
They're people too.
If you can help them with a kind, open heart, then do so.
Because I know that I try to.
Without @
xXFallenNinjaXx I probably wouldn't be the role player I am. I don't know why but seeing all these people who have helped me @
commanderpizza and @
Damon Sictor. Especially have helped me. I look up to others as role models. All it took was a gentle nudge and I'm still on my way.