-=Warning! The story is about depression among other things that can follow the illness=-
"I'm pathetic. I'm useless."
I have spent my entire life blind. A mixture of selfish and selflessness but most of all, naivety.
I am worthless. My sister left me. Told me back she'd be back in two weeks... Haven't heard from her and that lady... That bloody shit skinned lady. She told me I won't be seeing my sister for at least another THREE MONTHS! I thought it was bull shit... But I ain't too sure... Maybe I'm just a burden to my sister. Never actually had to defend her, she only gets mad at me nowadays.
I really am stupid
I attacked her. I attacked my own sister with a bloodlust, I can't keep saying it wasn't my fault because it was. It was my body, my mind, my fault
Why do I exist?
Marie Heinrich... Such a lovely woman. I gave her Krika my beautiful bird... They will both make a perfect elegant pair... She doesn't trust me.
Why must she torment me?
Seno... Such a sweet friend. She let me feed on her to the point of unconsciousness after I was wounded. She gave a good price for alchemy as well... I wish I had more time with someone like her. She hated me
I HATE you.
Syl... Such a great friend. I feel so guilty, I bit him without even asking, I infected him. I'll leave him my weapons, maybe he'll put them to some good use... He didn't deserve what I did to him.
I don't deserve to breathe.
It was a pretty good run though... Caused some chaos, got some coin. I got what I wanted, I lived comfortably enough to where I could do what I want. But the cost is too great. I have nothing to live for. No job... No friends... No sister... No freedom
I want... no, I need to DIE
But it's alright now. I'm cold but it's pleasant. I'm alone but I'm content. I'm not a burden anymore, all is free from me. All I see though... Is darkness.
"I want my sister back."
"I'm pathetic. I'm useless."
I have spent my entire life blind. A mixture of selfish and selflessness but most of all, naivety.
I am worthless. My sister left me. Told me back she'd be back in two weeks... Haven't heard from her and that lady... That bloody shit skinned lady. She told me I won't be seeing my sister for at least another THREE MONTHS! I thought it was bull shit... But I ain't too sure... Maybe I'm just a burden to my sister. Never actually had to defend her, she only gets mad at me nowadays.
I really am stupid
I attacked her. I attacked my own sister with a bloodlust, I can't keep saying it wasn't my fault because it was. It was my body, my mind, my fault
Why do I exist?
Marie Heinrich... Such a lovely woman. I gave her Krika my beautiful bird... They will both make a perfect elegant pair... She doesn't trust me.
Why must she torment me?
Seno... Such a sweet friend. She let me feed on her to the point of unconsciousness after I was wounded. She gave a good price for alchemy as well... I wish I had more time with someone like her. She hated me
I HATE you.
Syl... Such a great friend. I feel so guilty, I bit him without even asking, I infected him. I'll leave him my weapons, maybe he'll put them to some good use... He didn't deserve what I did to him.
I don't deserve to breathe.
It was a pretty good run though... Caused some chaos, got some coin. I got what I wanted, I lived comfortably enough to where I could do what I want. But the cost is too great. I have nothing to live for. No job... No friends... No sister... No freedom
I want... no, I need to DIE
But it's alright now. I'm cold but it's pleasant. I'm alone but I'm content. I'm not a burden anymore, all is free from me. All I see though... Is darkness.
"I want my sister back."
