-=Warning! The story is about depression among other things that can follow the illness=- "I'm pathetic. I'm useless." I have spent my entire life blind. A mixture of selfish and selflessness but most of all, naivety. I am worthless. My sister left me. Told me back she'd be back in two weeks... Haven't heard from her and that lady... That bloody shit skinned lady. She told me I won't be seeing my sister for at least another THREE MONTHS! I thought it was bull shit... But I ain't too sure... Maybe I'm just a burden to my sister. Never actually had to defend her, she only gets mad at me nowadays. I really am stupid I attacked her. I attacked my own sister with a bloodlust, I can't keep saying it wasn't my fault because it was. It was my body, my mind, my fault Why do I exist? Marie Heinrich... Such a lovely woman. I gave her Krika my beautiful bird... They will both make a perfect elegant pair... She doesn't trust me. Why must she torment me? Seno... Such a sweet friend. She let me feed on her to the point of unconsciousness after I was wounded. She gave a good price for alchemy as well... I wish I had more time with someone like her. She hated me I HATE you. Syl... Such a great friend. I feel so guilty, I bit him without even asking, I infected him. I'll leave him my weapons, maybe he'll put them to some good use... He didn't deserve what I did to him. I don't deserve to breathe. It was a pretty good run though... Caused some chaos, got some coin. I got what I wanted, I lived comfortably enough to where I could do what I want. But the cost is too great. I have nothing to live for. No job... No friends... No sister... No freedom I want... no, I need to DIE But it's alright now. I'm cold but it's pleasant. I'm alone but I'm content. I'm not a burden anymore, all is free from me. All I see though... Is darkness. "I want my sister back."
The above thoughts had been formed into a elven letter of two, one placed behind the counter of the hideaway @Nesstro The other placed at the Heinrich Estate with the common words "Dove" written on the letter. @mochalattes
Marie Heinrich received the letter as soon as she'd step foot into the estate! The Heinrich offered a mere frown before taking the letter and shuffling to her room to read.
