Not being that guy, but joke threads usually consist of fun things, and not depressing ones. You wouldn't have paid this much attention to this thread if it wasn't 100% a joke.
Personally, I feel that this is a thread to gain attention for your short comings. If I were you, and please, oh please, accept this advice: Stop feeling sorry for yourself. You know what's increasingly unattractive about a guy, in roleplay, and out of it? Desperation.
Just calm your booties, keep your socks on and play the game, or roleplay to have fun. Don't run around stinking of desperation. Be a nice guy and seriously, avoid looking for a roleplay partner. They'll come to you in the end if you aren't acting like a fat person clawing at cake.
... D: (its bad i know...) But Shikia actually never rejected you, she was just married at the time. :/ Ask again at a later date and she might not be married. Although you probably wouldnt be able to handle her even if you tried, with Yuuki and all... XD I still feel bad for you Poor dude. :/
