This isn't really an 'introduction', as I forgot to do one the many years ago when I joined MassiveCraft, and I'm not quitting.
I didn't even know the forums existed at that point!
So.. sorry for breaking the theme of this forum category, but there's no where else that fits this, so.. Here I go.
This isn't a farewell speech, either. I love Massive like my home, and wouldn't leave unless I really have to.
I've been playing MassiveCraft for five or more years now, and it's been a thrill. I've met my greatest friends here (obviously online but hey!). I have made quite big mistakes on this server. I've been able to reach most of my Roleplay goals and factions goals while playing so far.. I am extremely thankful for being given this opportunity because my grades and overall love of writing has began on this Minecraft server. Without MassiveCraft, I'd have been a total different person. This server makes me very happy.
I have done some despicable things that only some staff members know, that have risen to @LumosJared and @SpunSugar (sorry for tagging), and MonMarty when I was a staff member, but I really need to put those aside and move on. What I've done in terms of mistakes within the staff team- makes me really held back in what I do. I know the staff team doesn't trust me, especially in direction, but I really have no reason to be trusted. But I am a very loving person. I may be extremely naive and as Marty has told me years ago in another form (When I didn't even realize this), that I am really impulsive. I sometimes act without thinking, and I really regret some of my actions. I'm sorry for pestering people all the time.
I've been told this before, that my extroversion goes longer than the span of the Ottoman Empire. Speaking of the Ottoman Empire, my faction Osmaniyye has brought be up as a person and I really love that I met OttomanWay last year. Without him, I would've left MassiveCraft because of anxiety and being really busy in real life. But because I am the leader of Osmaniyye, I wouldn't leave and definitely am always going to be part of this server as it raised me.
I never tried to hurt anyone with Osmaniyye, or start any server wars, even if it seemed like it to some people, and I'm so sorry.
I've plotted tickets, done things unimaginable, involved myself within conflict of interest, and other mistakes that others may call me out for.. I'm sorry.
I'm not depressed at all, but I have regret on the ignorant actions of mine. I have so much to say to some people, but I don't know how to say it to all.
MonMarty is a really inspirational person to me in some ways. It hurts me to know I have upset or became a nuisance to him, but with time I will grow beyond that as a person. I have made quite big mistakes as a staff, as said before, and I can not fix them but I will try to be different from now on. @Osowiec has spoke to me about this, and I really respect him for giving me a talk and feeling a whole lot happier.
So thanks for everything MassiveCraft, for raising me into who I am today and motivating me beyond imaginable. Thank you MonMarty, direction, the Game team, staff, friends, players.
I didn't even know the forums existed at that point!
So.. sorry for breaking the theme of this forum category, but there's no where else that fits this, so.. Here I go.
This isn't a farewell speech, either. I love Massive like my home, and wouldn't leave unless I really have to.
I've been playing MassiveCraft for five or more years now, and it's been a thrill. I've met my greatest friends here (obviously online but hey!). I have made quite big mistakes on this server. I've been able to reach most of my Roleplay goals and factions goals while playing so far.. I am extremely thankful for being given this opportunity because my grades and overall love of writing has began on this Minecraft server. Without MassiveCraft, I'd have been a total different person. This server makes me very happy.
I have done some despicable things that only some staff members know, that have risen to @LumosJared and @SpunSugar (sorry for tagging), and MonMarty when I was a staff member, but I really need to put those aside and move on. What I've done in terms of mistakes within the staff team- makes me really held back in what I do. I know the staff team doesn't trust me, especially in direction, but I really have no reason to be trusted. But I am a very loving person. I may be extremely naive and as Marty has told me years ago in another form (When I didn't even realize this), that I am really impulsive. I sometimes act without thinking, and I really regret some of my actions. I'm sorry for pestering people all the time.
I've been told this before, that my extroversion goes longer than the span of the Ottoman Empire. Speaking of the Ottoman Empire, my faction Osmaniyye has brought be up as a person and I really love that I met OttomanWay last year. Without him, I would've left MassiveCraft because of anxiety and being really busy in real life. But because I am the leader of Osmaniyye, I wouldn't leave and definitely am always going to be part of this server as it raised me.
I never tried to hurt anyone with Osmaniyye, or start any server wars, even if it seemed like it to some people, and I'm so sorry.
I've plotted tickets, done things unimaginable, involved myself within conflict of interest, and other mistakes that others may call me out for.. I'm sorry.
I'm not depressed at all, but I have regret on the ignorant actions of mine. I have so much to say to some people, but I don't know how to say it to all.
MonMarty is a really inspirational person to me in some ways. It hurts me to know I have upset or became a nuisance to him, but with time I will grow beyond that as a person. I have made quite big mistakes as a staff, as said before, and I can not fix them but I will try to be different from now on. @Osowiec has spoke to me about this, and I really respect him for giving me a talk and feeling a whole lot happier.
So thanks for everything MassiveCraft, for raising me into who I am today and motivating me beyond imaginable. Thank you MonMarty, direction, the Game team, staff, friends, players.
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