Mr. D'eluise, Meet Ms. Delacroix

The date was the eleventh day of the fourth month in the three hundred and fifth year. Nicolas Delacroix was alone in what appeared to be a semi empty warehouse in the Regalian harbor of the capital. Various crate and barrels spread scarcely across the space. The large wooden doors, partially decaying, shut closed with cracks of light peaking through. The Delacroix sat in a lone chair in the middle of the space, before her a crate with a glass jar atop it. The hustle and bustle of the every day operations of the harbor could be heard, but the inside of the warehouse was quiet. Finally the Delacroix interrupts the silence.

"Bonjour Nicolas, you appear to be looking well today."

The Delacroix stops as though waiting for a response. Silence. The Delacroix scoffs before continuing.

"Seven months of these little talks and still we have much to discuss. It appears that I was correct in my calling you a dog. Here you sit, still loyal to your family. 'Blood Before Banners' is that what you called it? A fool as always dear Nicolas. You know you--"


The Delacroix stops again, as though an interjection had occurred. The eunuch bolts up as though offended and points accusingly at the jar.

"How dare you compare them! They are nothing alike! What I do now is to keep both of us alive, do you understand me? Have you any idea the sacrifices I have made? I should have killed you like your sister suggested. Spare me of your ramblings."


The Delacroix stands upright, regaining composure before taking a seat again. Her head unwavering as though listening to one speaking. She begins again.

"Oui, I suppose that you are correct in that regard. You are still valuable despite being a mutt. This is why I enjoy our little chats. At times I feel you are my only friend."


The Delacroix chuckles,

"Oh Nicolas, you never disappoint. Now rest easy my dear. There is much to be done. The gears of progress have begun to spin, and I have made myself a cog in the great machine."

The Delacroix rises, picking up the jar and moving it to a location in this warehouse, before turning to leave.

"Delacroix"


"Oui?"

"Do what must be done. Make sure that all is well."


"Of course, when have I ever done you wrong?"
 
The date was the eleventh day of the fourth month in the three hundred and fifth year. Nicolas Delacroix was alone in what appeared to be a semi empty warehouse in the Regalian harbor of the capital. Various crate and barrels spread scarcely across the space. The large wooden doors, partially decaying, shut closed with cracks of light peaking through. The Delacroix sat in a lone chair in the middle of the space, before her a crate with a glass jar atop it. The hustle and bustle of the every day operations of the harbor could be heard, but the inside of the warehouse was quiet. Finally the Delacroix interrupts the silence.

"Bonjour Nicolas, you appear to be looking well today."

The Delacroix stops as though waiting for a response. Silence. The Delacroix scoffs before continuing.

"Seven months of these little talks and still we have much to discuss. It appears that I was correct in my calling you a dog. Here you sit, still loyal to your family. 'Blood Before Banners' is that what you called it? A fool as always dear Nicolas. You know you--"


The Delacroix stops again, as though an interjection had occurred. The eunuch bolts up as though offended and points accusingly at the jar.

"How dare you compare them! They are nothing alike! What I do now is to keep both of us alive, do you understand me? Have you any idea the sacrifices I have made? I should have killed you like your sister suggested. Spare me of your ramblings."


The Delacroix stands upright, regaining composure before taking a seat again. Her head unwavering as though listening to one speaking. She begins again.

"Oui, I suppose that you are correct in that regard. You are still valuable despite being a mutt. This is why I enjoy our little chats. At times I feel you are my only friend."


The Delacroix chuckles,

"Oh Nicolas, you never disappoint. Now rest easy my dear. There is much to be done. The gears of progress have begun to spin, and I have made myself a cog in the great machine."

The Delacroix rises, picking up the jar and moving it to a location in this warehouse, before turning to leave.

"Delacroix"


"Oui?"

"Do what must be done. Make sure that all is well."


"Of course, when have I ever done you wrong?"
 
When you know exactly what's going on and it's actually really messed up.


also, "this is so goth"
 
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im actually really confused could anyone possibly explain to me whats going on in the story -- it was good writing bit i just have a mushy brain
 
im actually really confused could anyone possibly explain to me whats going on in the story -- it was good writing bit i just have a mushy brain
I would say, but it's a big spoiler into Nicholas's thoughts, and so it would be a heavy metagame to post it.
 
im actually really confused could anyone possibly explain to me whats going on in the story -- it was good writing bit i just have a mushy brain
Just know that it's meant to be confusing. You as the reader are seeing this based on if you were a person physically in the room. Nicolas Delacroix is talking to a jar. I leave the rest to be interpreted as you see fit.
 
Not having male reproduction organs, doesn't make you female. Unless he has also somehow given himself boobs and a womb, and cut out several extra muscles that men have. Idk. I might be missing something but it seemed as if you called Nicolas a woman, which he techincally isn't- eunuch or not.
 
Not having male reproduction organs, doesn't make you female. Unless he has also somehow given himself boobs and a womb, and cut out several extra muscles that men have. Idk. I might be missing something but it seemed as if you called Nicolas a woman, which he techincally isn't- eunuch or not.
Transgender
 
How does that even work in medieval times?
Same way it works in the modern day. She doesn't feel like a man. But due to the time period there's no reference to base these feelings towards so rather than just playing Nicolas as 'I identify as a woman' I instead play them as 'I don't feel like a man, but anatomically I must be a man, though something feels wrong about this.' However, for the sake of identifying them based on modern understandings of gender identity, Nicolas is transgender.
 
Even then, he'd still have male chromosomes and DNA and all that
That falls into the category of sex vs gender. Gender is a social construct so Nicolas is able to identify as a female based upon that. Hence the transgender. In terms of sex you are correct, male chromosomes. And I take both sex and gender into account when portraying Nicolas. Anatomically looks like a male, but mentally, doesn't feel like a male. If that makes sense.
 
Not having male reproduction organs, doesn't make you female. Unless he has also somehow given himself boobs and a womb, and cut out several extra muscles that men have. Idk. I might be missing something but it seemed as if you called Nicolas a woman, which he techincally isn't- eunuch or not.
Even then, he'd still have male chromosomes and DNA and all that
Why is this relevant? Cross dressing was a thing, and while frowned upon, it definiely existed (this could be the medieval equivalent, closest to what we have now). I don't think we need to debate what transgender or gender is here, just appreciate the writing. This seems to be an internal monologue (as in, being centered around how he feels, not what he actually is), at least from my point of view, so whether he is referred to as male or female doesn't matter.
 
That falls into the category of sex vs gender. Gender is a social construct so Nicolas is able to identify as a female based upon that. Hence the transgender. In terms of sex you are correct, male chromosomes. And I take both sex and gender into account when portraying Nicolas. Anatomically looks like a male, but mentally, doesn't feel like a male. If that makes sense.
Why is this relevant? Cross dressing was a thing, and while frowned upon, it definiely existed (this could be the medieval equivalent, closest to what we have now). I don't think we need to debate what transgender or gender is here, just appreciate the writing. This seems to be an internal monologue (as in, being centered around how he feels, not what he actually is), at least from my point of view, so whether he is referred to as male or female doesn't matter.
I understand now
 
Why is this relevant? Cross dressing was a thing, and while frowned upon, it definiely existed (this could be the medieval equivalent, closest to what we have now). I don't think we need to debate what transgender or gender is here, just appreciate the writing. This seems to be an internal monologue (as in, being centered around how he feels, not what he actually is), at least from my point of view, so whether he is referred to as male or female doesn't matter.
This is relevant because it confused me in the text and I wanted to understand it better, so that I could appreciate the writing. I didn't mean to start a larger debate, but the answer I recieved at first just confused me more so I inquired again. It has been clarified now, so thanks Wump <3