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[[The tip of a wooden pen is tapped thrice on a desk in quick succession, before a final dot is placed after a name. The notice written would later be found, tacked to the notice board of Floralcourt.]]
There are a dozen things someone could say in my position.
"I regret not a single one of my actions."
"This is only just the beginning."
"Let it be known that even in the face of this defeat, we will always persist."
But those would all be lies, would they not? Who would I even preach to beside the thing I call my dearest sister?
I am tired, I have been abandoned, there are a thousand things I regret and wish I could have done better, because maybe then the people I called my family would still be here and not missing or dead. We can scream and fight and fall all we want, in the end - nothing was worth it. And if there was one good thing that came from the vows I made with my Warden, it will be that I swore not to commit myself to things to the point of certain death.
The days of the Yolteotl Troupe are over.
Everyone but Fae has been cured, some of us don't even remember any of it. I will become one of those. If the Cahal were like birds, I was a Mooan raised up and glorified like a Thunderbird. And the one befitting of that role played me like a fiddle. And then Therese played me a second time. I miss both of them, I can return to the latter. Perhaps I will.
Towards the end of our time, I wasn't a Warden anymore. I had gone too far when I made deals with demons, and because of me Haqet still exists. I cannot call myself a leader anymore, but I will make my call to those who formerly called me a leader anyway;
To those considering to return, and to my dear sister still going down this spiraling path: Stop. It is time for us to move on, and if I found refuge and help under the Greatmother, then all of you can too. We don't need anything but ourselves and each other to be Her faithful. We could become a normal family if you just came back to me, Fae.
Let me rest in peace, knowing that you are finally safe,
- Leskensia.
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