What Now?

What now?​

The never-ending question that ran through Avynn's mind that night. She sat staring blankly ahead, her lips curled down into a frown. Her back pressed into the back of the soft couch, the sleeves of her white shirt pulled back at different places, displaying the tattooed arms. Her hand sporting a glass, only ice left in it now. Her brilliant blue eyes seemed rather dull, the two bruises on her cheek have gotten bigger since the following night. They hurt..oddly..maybe it was more the pain where they came from or the pain in her heart. That she didn't know. She leaned forward, her forearms resting on her knees. A hand slowly lifted to rub at her chest. Gosh did it hurt, it hurt so bad? Loverless, pride damaged, aimless? How long would she tumble in the dark until she came to see the light? Her gaze remained blankly at the wall, no clue how to express how she felt, no idea what to do. She moved too slowly put the glass down gathering herself up, she rolled her sleeves down to cover her arms, she glanced at her coat, the one he gave her...
She turned away from it and moved down the stairs, she pushed open the door stepping out into the cold air. It whipped at her bruised face...
well, at least it took away some of the pain...
Her boots crunched in the snow as she started to walk, she took her time looking to the cold gray sky, with that she just let go of all the emotions she was holding in and sung her feelings out to the sky. She sung and walked her pains away..too numb to shed any tears.