Music
((OOC NOTE: As I always say: If you feel that the weight of this is too much to handle, please leave. For those who think they can brave through, please continue as you have been warned.))
A voice echoes through the darkest depths of his head. Connak silently agrees with the voice and closes his eyes as he lays where he is. For being in an emmence amount of pain, Connak softly weeps.
"Go ahead... Cry as much as you want... It won't help you... YOU MISERABLE PIECE OF SHIT!!"
Connak slowly stops crying and he feels that his world is crashing down around him. Connak forces himself to stand up. Knowing that he is the one that can help himself before he gets help from others.
Connak slowly nods as a he wipes the tears from his eyes. After that, silence falls within both his house and mind. Connak slowly walks up stairs to his living room, stops right at the door and sighs.
Connak would say to himself as he turned the handle, setting off to do what he does best... Be himself.
((OOC NOTE: As I always say: If you feel that the weight of this is too much to handle, please leave. For those who think they can brave through, please continue as you have been warned.))
Voices
It's yet another sleepless night, and Connak lays on the bloodied floor of his dark basement.
"You are broken... You are alone... You are cursed... You are NOTHING!"
A voice echoes through the darkest depths of his head. Connak silently agrees with the voice and closes his eyes as he lays where he is. For being in an emmence amount of pain, Connak softly weeps.
"Andre... Alessa... I need both of you more then ever."
Is all Connak can say before he starts crying. Filled with sadness and emptiness, the voice echoes again.
"Go ahead... Cry as much as you want... It won't help you... YOU MISERABLE PIECE OF SHIT!!"
"Where do you think your going? Do you seriously think anyone cares about you? NO ONE WILL EVER CARE ABOUT YOU!!! YOU WORTHLESS EXCUSE OF A MAN!!!!"
The voice screams this time. Connak closes his eyes and sighs, trying his best to not yell at nothing.
"That voice you're hearing isn't real Connak..."
"Yes you are unwell but we're here for you. We always will be."
"Connak, we love you so much. You aren't alone dear."
"No matter what opposes you. You need to stay strong my love."
As he heard the two familiar voices, Connak would slowly open his eyes. Hoping to see the faces of the two voices, he'd slowly look around. Only to find he was still alone."Yes you are unwell but we're here for you. We always will be."
"Connak, we love you so much. You aren't alone dear."
"No matter what opposes you. You need to stay strong my love."
"Don't be silly now dear. The time hasn't come for you to see us yet."
"The time will come my love. You need to stay strong."
"Dear, it's time for you to face the world. Remember, we are with you. You aren't alone."
"The time will come my love. You need to stay strong."
"Dear, it's time for you to face the world. Remember, we are with you. You aren't alone."
Connak slowly nods as a he wipes the tears from his eyes. After that, silence falls within both his house and mind. Connak slowly walks up stairs to his living room, stops right at the door and sighs.
"Time to face the world again."
Connak would say to himself as he turned the handle, setting off to do what he does best... Be himself.
