I think it was Stephen Fry, who said "A true thing poorly expressed, is a lie." You hit the nail on the head with this one.

The strict definition of community is a strata of people having a particular characteristic in common, whether that be interests, goals, or common attitudes. The majority on Massive who play on the regular share an interest, a goal, a characteristic trait. What we all share is unbeknownst to me, but by the definition of community it must exist.

Panda, when I mentioned "I believe it was the help of many close friends at the time from Massive who kept my spirits up. Made a positive impact on my life." There were several players that came to mind, you were at the very least top three. You're an old lady in a 22 yr olds body. If you listened to yourself talk, you'd probably be flabbergasted at the wisdom behind your own words. (LOL! OLD LADY SYLVI MEME >)

Not only have you gone through horrible anxiety, but you've also started life with a lot less than most. I still remember the chats about your health and hope you're still going strong today. I wonder if the transference, or the impact controlled by you as a result of these trials and tribulations, resulted in a positive reflection, because your personality is very profound.

I really wish I could help you and others with anxiety, but the truth is I rarely feel anxious (really only when I'm starving, which is a physical anxiety). I just wasn't bullied enough in highschool to have my self esteem hit rock bottom.