- Joined
- Feb 12, 2022
- Messages
- 4
- Reaction score
- 3
- Points
- 23
Character Information
'a man must be at peace with himself;
but when looking at my very own reflection;
i am overwhelmed by the imperfection;
not just by the pores, scars or skin;
but the rot that has taken over within.'
Core Concept
'so even if the glass digs into my flesh;
even if my veins pour open in a gash;
i won't forget what I must accomplish;
to establish in myself this perfect creed;
i must be willing to make a river run red!'
Attack and Defense Stat
'i breathe a strange /wisdom/:
my nose bends and breaks;
/faith/ becometh cathartic;
('I AM', now 'YOU' see, unwittingly manipulative; for only the foolish forsake simple answers).
Morbid Curiosity Keeps You Reading (Optional)
'Poetry's alright! I like reading it from time to time. And though I find the occult abhorrent (to draw from a plane beyond oneself! it's really a silly thing…); I do enjoy mingling with its practitioners.
..Mh. That's /not a hobby/?
Well. I disagree- and yet you're surely right. These sophisticated words, you must understand, belong to a fake. The truthful 'I AM' is someone lowly; a faux intellectual of cheap thrills and carnal desire (gods forgive me!). Sometimes I dream of a man or woman grabbing me and-…'
Proficiencies ('-…normopathy dominates. 'YOU' now holds the helm).
Proto-Velheim (10/10)
Common (6/10)
Ancient Altalar (10/10)
Calem (7/10)'
'Bibliography
293ac: first birth. adulterous father (don't yet know or understand him).
294ac: get called fatherless for the first time.
296ac: i hear it again. now i'm old enough to understand exactly what they mean.
300ac: the label that haunts and devours is no longer an abstract; i feel fatherless rock ever harder against the edges of my mind.
303ac, 33rd of may, 03:33am: i try to grasp at the one dandelion that yet remains in the garden (pleasedon'teverleaveusdon'tletorangeovertakeyourcolorspleasecompensateforour weaknessibegyouandyoureveryrayto maintainthisblissfullie). it's useless. something bursts out from my cranium.
???*: /true father/… i insist there's been a mistake. nonetheless He welcomes His fatherless son. this place, i understood, was our house. and perhaps… just perhaps… this is where 'I AM'.
312ac: i walk red riding hood through a blurry existence. banal desire leads me to regalia; believing that there i may yet understand the bizarre intersection i've become. it's as an occultist thus that i come across 'YOU'.'
- Full Name: 'mithras'
- Heritage / Culture: 'i sat in the Calem shallows; felt an eldertide wash away any pretense of ailorship'
- Age: 'nineteen'
- Gender / Pronouns: 'he/him'
- Occult: '???*'
'a man must be at peace with himself;
but when looking at my very own reflection;
i am overwhelmed by the imperfection;
not just by the pores, scars or skin;
but the rot that has taken over within.'
Core Concept
'so even if the glass digs into my flesh;
even if my veins pour open in a gash;
i won't forget what I must accomplish;
to establish in myself this perfect creed;
i must be willing to make a river run red!'
Attack and Defense Stat
'i breathe a strange /wisdom/:
my nose bends and breaks;
/faith/ becometh cathartic;
('I AM', now 'YOU' see, unwittingly manipulative; for only the foolish forsake simple answers).
Morbid Curiosity Keeps You Reading (Optional)
'Poetry's alright! I like reading it from time to time. And though I find the occult abhorrent (to draw from a plane beyond oneself! it's really a silly thing…); I do enjoy mingling with its practitioners.
..Mh. That's /not a hobby/?
Well. I disagree- and yet you're surely right. These sophisticated words, you must understand, belong to a fake. The truthful 'I AM' is someone lowly; a faux intellectual of cheap thrills and carnal desire (gods forgive me!). Sometimes I dream of a man or woman grabbing me and-…'
Proficiencies ('-…normopathy dominates. 'YOU' now holds the helm).
- Wisdom: 7
- Champion Command
- Degrading Command
- Mobile Command
- Attack Command
- Overwhelm Command
- Defense Command
- Shield Command
- Resist Command (Ailor)
- Faith: 5
- Faithwall Prayer
- Desperate Prayer
- Kneeling Prayer
- Guidance Prayer
- Disrupt Prayer
- Unseen Prayer
- Safety Prayer'
Proto-Velheim (10/10)
Common (6/10)
Ancient Altalar (10/10)
Calem (7/10)'
'Bibliography
293ac: first birth. adulterous father (don't yet know or understand him).
294ac: get called fatherless for the first time.
296ac: i hear it again. now i'm old enough to understand exactly what they mean.
300ac: the label that haunts and devours is no longer an abstract; i feel fatherless rock ever harder against the edges of my mind.
303ac, 33rd of may, 03:33am: i try to grasp at the one dandelion that yet remains in the garden (pleasedon'teverleaveusdon'tletorangeovertakeyourcolorspleasecompensateforour weaknessibegyouandyoureveryrayto maintainthisblissfullie). it's useless. something bursts out from my cranium.
???*: /true father/… i insist there's been a mistake. nonetheless He welcomes His fatherless son. this place, i understood, was our house. and perhaps… just perhaps… this is where 'I AM'.
312ac: i walk red riding hood through a blurry existence. banal desire leads me to regalia; believing that there i may yet understand the bizarre intersection i've become. it's as an occultist thus that i come across 'YOU'.'
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