Hello everyone,
So if you are not already aware, I am pretty much the following;
And, a disclaimer, this will likely be my only serious post on this forum from this point on, until I get banned off it, that is. Or possibly not? I have no idea, but after this post I'll try not to bug too many people, it's not guaranteed though.
I was banned off the server, permanently, and while this does not affect me that much in terms of my mentality, it is very well true that the server in years past have impacted me in both positive, and slightly negative ways, my memories consisting of mainly positive events on MassiveCraft. And while, in literal terms, I will never have a chance of returning, after consistently bugging staff members, spreading rumours, consorting with certain groups of people to battle other groups of people in MassiveCraft mainly for the glory of roleplay, which I find inferior and minor to what success really is from this point on, I guess at the moment I was too obsessed with getting revenge on someone I immaturely hated for not very good reasons, and yes I will say that is ( @Kyberulf ) for an event that occurred during a roleplay scene.
During the month of mid to late February and over the whole month of March I was an incredible annoyance and disrespectful figure to those around me I disliked generally, I had several fits and talks with myself about just leaving this server, and I finally decided to not care any more for my status within the server and just throw to trash the relationships I strived so hard to achieve on this server. I guess I could say I was my best person from December 2013 up to Summer 2015, then it went downscale from there and I started acting like a brat to essentially everyone I even the /least/ bit disliked.
From that point on, I created some new characters, founded some new positive relationships, held secret distaste and hatred for small reasons, such as people harming the characters I grew way too far attached too. And this is where it went downhill, the buildup from January 2016 to late March 2016 was when I absolutely lost it and decided to throw away the minor positive to lightly negative reputation I had on the server itself, and essentially act like an asshole to everyone that got in my way. I made stupid threads and created conflicts that were utterly unnecessary.
If you haven't already guessed, which I am sure, by just the start of the thread you possibly could, here is a list of my past profiles and aliases.
With all of that said, in conclusion, there are so many people I have impacted, very few positively, many negatively, and I'm sure you all have your own little stories about me and my absolute shitty behaviour on the server, and still on the forums. While it may seem as if I have no respect for the server itself anymore, getting back into the forums on this account has let me view how the community is standing now, the main reason I left is because some players I knew on Skype had convinced me 100% that the Staff were terrible people who were absolutely not deserving of any respect for their judgement. However after logging in on this account, it has become more clear that the Staff simply follow the rules and guidelines set for them in order to maintain peace on the server, and a fair justice system, after taking a month hiatus from the people convincing me of the 'terrible Staff', I've cooled off and come to the realization they are fair people, some not as virtuous as others, and some just plain hardworking and dedicated people. The point is; they try, and are hardworking people, and that is very honourable and noble. I'd like to further thank the Staff for their job in creating a community like MassiveCraft that has the great power to make so many memories in one's life.
After a month or two of leaving, while more specifically, being banned. I have a lingering question stuck in my head. Hypothetically speaking, if miraculously I could somehow come back to the server by means of appeal or just simple behaviour reform. And then I started acting like a better person, much like the person I was back in 2013-2015, which was when I had a blast of fun on the server, roleplaying & what not, would I be accepted back into the community? It's something I truly cannot decide for myself, so I need your help. I am encouraging you to be dogmatically honest, it doesn't matter how cruel, mean or harsh it can sound. I'm just curious to know your answer.
Beyond that, I am honestly sorry for my foolish actions against everyone of the server, for my calamity to cause people to hate each other in some ways, and even break rules to get at each other's throats. If I could take that back and better the lives of whom I've affected, I would do so sacrificing my ability to even see any of you again, I personally believe you are all better off without me, but I fear I've left a rift in my absence and have caused some issues. My great amount of envy for a lot of people on the server has influenced a lot of my idiotic actions, and I am sorry for letting the vices of my personality take hold of me without embracing the positive sides of my persona.
More specifically, while this is an apology to the community, this is an apology to these specific people I would try hard to gain forgiveness at. A lot of the staff are well deserving of a sincere apology as well, for disrespecting and neglecting the amount of work that goes into the server.
@MonMarty @Sozzer @SenileKaboose @Kiseo @Kyberulf @Endless_Duress @Suzzie @Lazzulai
@Malavis @BloodRedWolf101 @Lord_Immortal @marsssoli @Metamorp @Oursaxmax
And a whole bunch more, these are the only ones I could think of off the top of my head.
With all that said,
I await my ban on the forums, and give my forever farewell to those who have
been my friend, and those who I have lost as one,
Who knows, I may even just try appealing,
all depending on the responses, any who, once again, good luck on your future endeavours,
I will remember you all dearly, despite all my idiocy in the past.
Edit: thank you all for your support, whether it was cold truth or warm kindness I appreciate everyone's opinions and thoughts on this thread.
So if you are not already aware, I am pretty much the following;
And, a disclaimer, this will likely be my only serious post on this forum from this point on, until I get banned off it, that is. Or possibly not? I have no idea, but after this post I'll try not to bug too many people, it's not guaranteed though.
- Toxic
- Salty
- Troll
- Annoying
- Immature
- etc.
I was banned off the server, permanently, and while this does not affect me that much in terms of my mentality, it is very well true that the server in years past have impacted me in both positive, and slightly negative ways, my memories consisting of mainly positive events on MassiveCraft. And while, in literal terms, I will never have a chance of returning, after consistently bugging staff members, spreading rumours, consorting with certain groups of people to battle other groups of people in MassiveCraft mainly for the glory of roleplay, which I find inferior and minor to what success really is from this point on, I guess at the moment I was too obsessed with getting revenge on someone I immaturely hated for not very good reasons, and yes I will say that is ( @Kyberulf ) for an event that occurred during a roleplay scene.
During the month of mid to late February and over the whole month of March I was an incredible annoyance and disrespectful figure to those around me I disliked generally, I had several fits and talks with myself about just leaving this server, and I finally decided to not care any more for my status within the server and just throw to trash the relationships I strived so hard to achieve on this server. I guess I could say I was my best person from December 2013 up to Summer 2015, then it went downscale from there and I started acting like a brat to essentially everyone I even the /least/ bit disliked.
From that point on, I created some new characters, founded some new positive relationships, held secret distaste and hatred for small reasons, such as people harming the characters I grew way too far attached too. And this is where it went downhill, the buildup from January 2016 to late March 2016 was when I absolutely lost it and decided to throw away the minor positive to lightly negative reputation I had on the server itself, and essentially act like an asshole to everyone that got in my way. I made stupid threads and created conflicts that were utterly unnecessary.
If you haven't already guessed, which I am sure, by just the start of the thread you possibly could, here is a list of my past profiles and aliases.
With all of that said, in conclusion, there are so many people I have impacted, very few positively, many negatively, and I'm sure you all have your own little stories about me and my absolute shitty behaviour on the server, and still on the forums. While it may seem as if I have no respect for the server itself anymore, getting back into the forums on this account has let me view how the community is standing now, the main reason I left is because some players I knew on Skype had convinced me 100% that the Staff were terrible people who were absolutely not deserving of any respect for their judgement. However after logging in on this account, it has become more clear that the Staff simply follow the rules and guidelines set for them in order to maintain peace on the server, and a fair justice system, after taking a month hiatus from the people convincing me of the 'terrible Staff', I've cooled off and come to the realization they are fair people, some not as virtuous as others, and some just plain hardworking and dedicated people. The point is; they try, and are hardworking people, and that is very honourable and noble. I'd like to further thank the Staff for their job in creating a community like MassiveCraft that has the great power to make so many memories in one's life.
After a month or two of leaving, while more specifically, being banned. I have a lingering question stuck in my head. Hypothetically speaking, if miraculously I could somehow come back to the server by means of appeal or just simple behaviour reform. And then I started acting like a better person, much like the person I was back in 2013-2015, which was when I had a blast of fun on the server, roleplaying & what not, would I be accepted back into the community? It's something I truly cannot decide for myself, so I need your help. I am encouraging you to be dogmatically honest, it doesn't matter how cruel, mean or harsh it can sound. I'm just curious to know your answer.
Beyond that, I am honestly sorry for my foolish actions against everyone of the server, for my calamity to cause people to hate each other in some ways, and even break rules to get at each other's throats. If I could take that back and better the lives of whom I've affected, I would do so sacrificing my ability to even see any of you again, I personally believe you are all better off without me, but I fear I've left a rift in my absence and have caused some issues. My great amount of envy for a lot of people on the server has influenced a lot of my idiotic actions, and I am sorry for letting the vices of my personality take hold of me without embracing the positive sides of my persona.
More specifically, while this is an apology to the community, this is an apology to these specific people I would try hard to gain forgiveness at. A lot of the staff are well deserving of a sincere apology as well, for disrespecting and neglecting the amount of work that goes into the server.
@MonMarty @Sozzer @SenileKaboose @Kiseo @Kyberulf @Endless_Duress @Suzzie @Lazzulai
@Malavis @BloodRedWolf101 @Lord_Immortal @marsssoli @Metamorp @Oursaxmax
And a whole bunch more, these are the only ones I could think of off the top of my head.
With all that said,
I await my ban on the forums, and give my forever farewell to those who have
been my friend, and those who I have lost as one,
Who knows, I may even just try appealing,
all depending on the responses, any who, once again, good luck on your future endeavours,
I will remember you all dearly, despite all my idiocy in the past.
Edit: thank you all for your support, whether it was cold truth or warm kindness I appreciate everyone's opinions and thoughts on this thread.
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