I'm Sorry.

WhiteTheKid

The forgotten requiem.
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I've put a lot of thought into writing this and I just wanted to get it off my chest. After leaving I got daily messages from friends in massive asking me to come back. I did not expect this considering the reputation I have made for myself. It took me so long to realize how inept and incompetent I am at Roleplay. It got to a point where I simply wanted to be acknowledged as a half decent Roleplayer. I even went so far as to beg for help like a child. I am not shaming the admins when I say this, I even have quite a large amount of respect for them. I still get asked to come come back but the thing is that... I'm scared. I am not particularly good with handling with people OOC though that is not true ic. I want the help of another, someone who is good at rp and can help me fix my rubbish reputation.
 
When I first started on the server, I was constantly messing up what I was saying. But over time, I got used to it. I know you will, too. Just keep practicing with good friends who know what they're doing. You'll get it down in no time.
 
What is this puny human word 'scared?'

I wouldn't worry too much about reputation. Ultimately, you should enjoy yourself here, and if you don't, you should reconsider what you're doing. Though I've only seen you around briefly, you certainly don't have anything to be ashamed about and your reputation is probably a lot better than you realise. Sure, we all want to be the top dogs, but that's unrealistic.

All you have to do is respect others and try to have fun.