In an empty room at the top of a house stood a beautiful grand paino,it's keys shiny from the lack of use and it's lid covered in dust. A heartbroken boy had recently discovered this piano, and he came here every night to play it and sing. Lowering himself onto the stool,Milo ran and hand across the keys before pressing down on one, it letting out a low 'thunk' before he released it. He positioned his hands and began to play,his voice following soon after.
"Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
For photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you rate it's not the life it seems?
I'm not okay
I told you time and rime again you sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close and we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
I'm okay, now
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this
It's okay trust me
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay,okay." His voice faded out and the last note was played,the room silent once more. Milo closed the lid and with a gentle sigh he stood up and made his way downstairs to face the world once more, having poured his emotions into song.
Ummmmm I think I'm just gonna try to sleep now. Yeah this is a result of a tired Kai after PT at cadets. Don't really know what to do with my life so I just kinda write. I felt I needed one of just Milo on his own just expressing himself a little. Anyway,peace out.
-Kaiden
"Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
For photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you rate it's not the life it seems?
I'm not okay
I told you time and rime again you sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close and we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
I'm okay, now
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this
It's okay trust me
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay,okay." His voice faded out and the last note was played,the room silent once more. Milo closed the lid and with a gentle sigh he stood up and made his way downstairs to face the world once more, having poured his emotions into song.
Ummmmm I think I'm just gonna try to sleep now. Yeah this is a result of a tired Kai after PT at cadets. Don't really know what to do with my life so I just kinda write. I felt I needed one of just Milo on his own just expressing himself a little. Anyway,peace out.
-Kaiden