Feelings Pt. 1

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I don't really know where to start but my brother said start when I think I should, whatever that really means. Personally, I wanted to start at the beginning of the day, so I'm gonna start there. Honestly, I don't know why I wanted to start there, but it makes sense I guess because that's when it really started. My name's Enzo Celso, by the way, and I'm brother to Nico Celso if you have ever met him. I personally sometimes hang out at the big tavern on the main road if you ever seen me there and not that one with the red and yellow look. The drinks there kind of suck and you always get an odd feeling there.

But anyway, this happened about two weeks ago in the beginning of January. I was sleeping over at my brother Nico's house when this all started. I'm not gonna get into all of the details, but I liked this one Daendroque girl, Emilia, and she doesn't really like me back. She's one of those girls where she isn't really pretty, but yeah. She kind of has a big, witch nose and her eyes are kind of far apart with some spotty teeth, but when she became my best friend, it really didn't matter. I mean, this girl, she has these thick lips that kind of bugged you when you first look at her, but when she smiled, it's one of the most gorgeous smiles. Her eyes being far apart, her nose, her lips and her spotty teeth, sort of become gorgeous.

Anyway, so I was getting over this girl by sleeping and eating and going out on adventures with friends and work and basically anything I could do. I usually stay at my friend Moritz's place but Moritz recently had things happen to him so I was forced to move back in with my brother. I was really depressed about this girl to the point I was constantly having a pain in my chest every day and every night. I was half-crying when Nico randomly barged in at about six.

Nico came in screaming that Thomas was here. Nico always barges in and screams about everything and I nearly died from when he came in. Nearly of course. See, Nico is a person who never relaxes. All he does is move and move. He met this girl once, a Qadir, and he always had to be doing something with her. I mean, I like to be doing something, but I can take a break here and there. Nico always just constantly is running back and forth from one point to another. He takes this home even by always rushing in and rushing to make dinner and always making everything feel like a rush. I really don't get it.

I was sort of was confused the first time I heard why Thomas was here, but Nico explained it a bit more. "Listen, listen, calm down Enzo. Thomas came by and he was asking if you were free to head out right now." Thomas doesn't usually stop by the house so it was rather odd he came by. Even when he does stop by the house, it usually does not make any sense. One time, he came over asking for a pot because he wanted to plant a flower in the pot. Really odd, but I like him.

"Enzo, listen, he wants you to go out with himself and a few friends. You have been crying about this girl for about a few weeks now and you don't just drop her. If you want to drop her, drop her. If you want to be friends with her, stop crying. Listen, get dressed and then head out with them." Nico finished his remarks with that and then closed the door behind himself. I wanted to swear at him, but I couldn't find the words to. I don't really know why I wanted to either. He just made me mad by saying that. I remembered Emilia again after thinking about why I was mad and that overwhelming feeling in my heart started to come out again.

I lied down for about twenty years until I realized that if Thomas came through all the trouble of asking me to come out at six, I might as well go. I grabbed some clothes and my nice jacket, and headed downstairs. I found Nico reading some sort of book, but he closed it once I came down. He told me to make sure that I take some air in and all of that. He said I needed that and that I needed to calm down about this girl. Anyway, when he finally finished, I opened the door to find Thomas and two other girls around our age there with this small carriage.

Thomas is this Ceardian stable head or something big for some mailing company. He's told me a hundred times but I never really understood what he was. Since he does mailing, he gets to take out some horses and carriages for personal use. I personally can't ride a horse so it's rather cool having a friend who's a pretty skilled rider. You should see him on a carriage as a coachman though. He goes completely dead face when he is in his coachman state but every other time, he is always joking. It's really funny.

The girls he brought with him were this blonde Ithanian and this Sihai girl. The Sihai smiled and waved as Thomas began speaking. "Enzo!" he said rather enthusiastically, "I was wondering if you were ever going to wake up. We're going to head up south a bit, all the way down to your homelands, Girobalda! I think you said Gibrobalda is where you are from. You want to come along with us? I know you have been sad about everything, but it is time to get better. You live in the Crown Isle of the Regalian Commonwealth! Come on, stop being sad!"

In all honesty, I was kind of ready to leave the Crown Isle. I loved the City when I first came here, but I have always lived my life moving from one place to another. Plus, sometimes you can't be in the same city as the person who are constantly thinking about, whether that person is someone you love or not. I already made up my mind by getting dressed anyway so I'm not going back to sleep. Now, I am not saying that I hated being in the Crown City and all of that, I just wanted to take it easy for a little bit. So that's what I said.

"Alright, alright, I'll come Thomas. Thank you, for… inviting me. I needed it." I responded as I began to look back at the two women behind him. "And who are y- pardon my tone. May I ask who you both are?" Thomas answered for both of the women after I asked.

"This is Cosette" Thomas pointed to the Ithanian girl, "And this is Ruth." He finally pointed to the Sihai. "Now do me a favor Enzo and tell Nico I said bye for me and you. We are going to leave right now."