Deep Breaths.

Bedridden, with his gaze set on a slit between the curtains and the light filtering in, blindingly crossing his left eye. He wheezed and spluttered for a moment, bringing a cloth to his mouth and then rolling over to gaze up at the ceiling. His features were drawn out, the man's face seeming worn, thinned out. His hair was greyed and his skin a pale white. His usual bright blue eyes lacked the light they retained before and his smile had all but faded, a permanent look of pain situated on his face as he struggled to take in air.

He tried calling out, his dried throat quieting his shouts to the point where his raspy voice could only utter quiet words that made him feel so weak and defenseless. He rolled in his bed, trying to stand himself at the edge, only to collapse unto the floor. In a heap, he cried out in pain and started dragging himself across the floorboards, towards his desk on the other side of the room where a jug of water stood tall. Each muscle tensed as he dragged himself provided him with ache after ache, each worse than the last and ever so agonizing.

Stopping at the centre of the room, his breathing stopped and he gripped his throat as he rolled onto his back in panic, staring up at the ceiling once again and reaching a hand up as he saw the faces of his friends in his mind. Through tears he gazed upon a one-handed man, his Ex-Commander and he tried to weakly call out for him, though the face only disappeared to reveal the visage of a pair of familiar Barons, one with black hair and blue eyes and the other of tanned skin. His mind raced as he reached further, grasping at thin air and forcing himself to roll over and continuing across the floor. His gaze flickered up and he saw a young woman, short and proud, armed with a crossbow stood by a young blonde witchblood girl and his cheeks finally lifted into somewhat of a smile before they too faded. His hand gripped the rug beneath him and as he tried to pull himself, the rug only dragged towards him. He was defeated, taking a final glance towards the jug of water and seeing the woman he loved standing aside the desk. He took a note of her features, trying to make out her deep blue eyes, her black hair and fair skin. His gaze fell as the Anglian looked down at him with her ever-caring smile and he knew he had failed her as he drifted off into long slumber for the last time.

For a moment, his mind showed a final image of his friends, his family and he found peace before everything went black. Within the room, a chilling silence lingered as the sun trickled through the windows and hit the lifeless body of the man on the floor, no longer did he feel pain, nor fear. His blade rested beneath the windowsill, a worn old greatsword without purpose any longer. His books, his notes and the letters he received from his friends all retained no purpose any longer. His life was over and just as the man lay in the light, a portrait of him remained in the shadows, upon the wall above his desk; a display of a ginger haired man with a wide smile, donning Imperial Fashion. A painting remembering him as he was and as he would forever be in the minds of others, Aurelius Krupp.
 
Fathiyaa'd heard the news of her old Commanders passing. She sniffled whipping the tears from her eyes before starting a letter of her condolences to his family.
 
Damian Black sighed a bit as he'd hear the news, thinking a bit about the name. "Surprised that he passed away.. looked young, but I guess he was older then anyone. May the Spirit let him rest in peace."
 
"Not many people aside from his loved ones knew Aurelius Krupp as well as I. He and I developed a tight friendship when we served together in the Violet Order. He always had my back, and I had his. I was proud to watch him develop into the man he was today, and I am very glad that I took part in his development. He served as a great, talented, and very charismatic Commander. I'd daresay, humbly, that he was even better of a Guard Commander than I ever could have been." Rodrigo Peirgarten spoke, publicly.

"He was a great human. A great friend. A great soldier. My family and his may not be in good odds due to the political climate, but that will not ever stop me from admitting that Aurelius Krupp was an honorable man, and he should be remembered fondly, as I most certainly will." he nodded. Rodrigo then turned his eyes towards the rusty greatsword that his friend and comrade had once wielded, which he had now taken into his possession. He smiled, thinking to himself.

You wore my armor, so I'll take your beloved sword with me to remember what great friend you've been. I'll make sure to have it sharpened whenever it seems to rust. You may be gone from us, but as long as I live, your greatsword will always remain great, and it will never decay.

Rest easy, Aurelius.
 
She sat upon a blanket of wool near the spot where the pair had shared the first glimpse of their shared flame; when it had been a promising future. Her eyes flickered about the glittering water as she sought to see his face once more; to go to Anglia even if it's a hastened goodbye. Her gaze turned away from the water for a moment to look down toward the journal in her lap where poems not yet shared rested unfinished, yearning to be read by the one they were meant for. The Anglian looked over the unfinished poems with an expressionless smile that had its warmth blown away by the departure by one that had never failed to make her smile.

In her thought there was just a single phrase that put itself on repeat, Just wait until winter.

As she sat with her face down toward her book, oblivious to the presence that stood towering over the seated woman. With folded parchment pressed between the courier's fingers as he said, "Madame, a letter arrived this morning from Anglia."

As the words registered in the Anglian's mind she grew near hopeful that it had been word from the one that she could easily picture within her mind as she has seen his face many times prior; the curvature of his chin, his vivid green eyes and bright red hair that brought forth the image of an evergreen forest alight. She quickly rose her head from her lap to face her family's courier with a wide smile as she ungracefully stole the parchment from the man's hands with her fingers growing eager to open. Her hands fumbled about the parchment's wax seal until it ripped off the page with her hand sliding underneath the crease.

Her eyes glanced over the letter's words with a smile that steadily fell with each passing word until it vanished from her face as if it had never been there. Tear-streaked her cheeks as she read deeper into the letter which revealed to be a notification of demise. Silently she refolded the letter back into its original state and lifted her head to look back out toward the water, envisioning a particular Northerner looking toward her with the ever-loving smile that held nothing but the love within his eyes for her and her to him.

The ginger man uttered her name a final time with a final do as he turned on his foot to saunter atop the glittering surface until he had disappeared with the setting sun, a conclusive farewell that she had hoped would never come until either one of them were to be nothing but figures of a past time. Her eyes followed him as he disappeared within the water they had shared as their sanctuary where a commoner and a noble could have been alone together, yet pulled father apart once at an equal standing.

She offered no word toward his departure but an inhuman sound that escaped her lips with a conquering force that would block words if they could even pass between her lips. Obligatory shallow breaths past her lips as she looked toward the spot where the ginger had disappeared from sight.

As she wailed her mind recalled a part of a poem that had been written just a few years into her career, that replaced the words that crowded Schyler's thoughts with the promise of the upcoming winter that now just said:


A life tainted by love and longing wishes

Yet reality strikes those who wish for more
To be struck by a cord and raveled in wishes
That were to never come